I have come to the realization that I need to just be myself and try to do what makes me happy. Ive been going through probably the most trying time of my life and its sort of complex. Im guessing people will be hurt by the things that Im dealing with, but so am I. I dont want opinions or judgments on what I should or shouldnt do. I dont want to talk about it. If I do want to talk... Ill approach you. I gave it my absolute best and now I have to do whats best for me. I dont have any tolerance at the moment for opinionated nonsense. If you want to be supportive, then understand that I have to do certain things in order to avoid losing my mind. This is just fair warning, I suppose. Im getting back on the path to discovering who I am, and Im angry with myself for waiting until I am just about 30 years old to do it. I didnt plan this, and you better believe I did all that I could to avoid it. I prayed, I changed, and I worked my ass off. If I want to be alone, then leave me alone. If I do come around or decide to talk to you, then try to understand what I need from the people closest to me. Be supportive of my choices. Its just time to move on and grow. Im going to be a good father, a good worker, a good friend, a good musician, and if I ever fall in the godforsaken grips of love again... Ill remember not to let anyone change me. I am an atlas. I can hold this up. Someday I will be much better for it.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Oct 2014 16:55:12 +0000
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