I have come to the revelation of a subconscious moment this week realizing that everything I thought was set in stone for the destiny of my life was essentially a huge deception and complete eye awaking experience that smacked me upside down with things I had no idea were there inside lingering and there are no words to describe this accept to just say in human terms bluntly: If you are giving shit your are getting shit so once you realize the shit you are in there is only one way out...face it and accept it. Embrace who you are and let it go even if it stanks!!! lol I am so tired of shoveling this crap that just surfaces one layer at a time that I am literally feeling like fire is all around me and I am suffocating with exhaustion that will not relentlessly give me time to breathe. I thought about this song and although it is not lyrically meant to be direct aimed about me or anyone. I think it symbolizes this ugly renewal and reviving process we have to go through at times. If we dont allow ourselves to cross into the the connection of our higher self and learn to yield to the good, bad and ugly...we will never EVER transcend to more depth and awareness that is already predestined ( my opinion). Metaphorically, It is like a baby that needs to grow and needs things to do that. If we starve the baby of all the needs....it will parish and decay. It would be a waste of effort to go through all the process of why that baby was here just to let it go to waste. So it is not happening and the Universe is constantly telling me like a parent what I have to do ALL the time. I am a teen and want to rebel at times and at other times I stand up on my own just fine. It is a process that no one is perfectly going to go through without making adjustments and learning. Oh and one last thing, you want true freedom? Yah, ah, that takes a ton of shit to go through. lol Heres to finding your own true freedom!!! Cheers! Happy Trails to you. youtu.be/8hNWFeSPOdQ
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 16:33:56 +0000