I have cried so much in the last week. I just cant seem to get control. I feel like life is so out of control. For Christmas, I just want a little bit of Christ Peace in my life. That is it. And for all this overwhelming pain I am feeling to lesson. The stress, the hurt, the fear of the last month. I think it is finally here. Everything is so out of control and I cant fix it. Brian almost died. I mean...He almost died. He is never going to be back to where he was. I am pushing myself to keep going...But I have a chronic illness myself. And we have kids, who just want their normal life back. And life keeps throwing these random horrible things at us. And i just feel like I cant take one more thing. not one. I just cant even deal with normal life stuff. They are coming to install a new water heater in the morning at 8 am and that makes me feel so nervous I want to throw up. I cant even do normal things without feeling panic building up. I need a mental health break.
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 02:42:19 +0000
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