I have figured out exactly who I am these days. In order to explain, I first have to tell you who I used to be. For the majority of my youth, I was a pretty reserved kid, who hardly ever stood up for himself except for some unavoidable circumstances where I had no choice. I also took things really hard in school when it came to people talking about me or looking down their noses. On top of that, there were also some terrible things that happened when I was younger that nobody knew of. Still, I was good to most people, especially my closest friends. Slowly but surely, I grew a backbone and would stand up for myself. There was only one instance where a person tried to bully me in high school. Luckily, it happened to be the same time I knew what I was capable of and I knew I could really hurt that person if need be. Still, I let a lot of the stuff from school just roll off my back because it is just trivial BS. Fast forward a few years, while I did stand up for myself, I was too nice to people. Unfortunately, like most people know, they took advantage of that. Still, I gave people too much respect. During the whole time, there were still bad things happening to me. So that brings us to now. Everyone knows what has happened to me in these last few years, and they know how much that has changed me into the person I am today, some good, some bad. During the time where my daughter passed away, there was still certain people from my previous job that tried to bully and treat me like that. There was even one individual who said 2 weeks is too long to take off for that when talking about my childs death. Even had one call me (not to check on me or give condolences) and demand that I go to training in the middle of my grieving and caring for Sam. Of course there were others that talked crap, but they are your typical cowards who never say it to your face. So I was actually called to the admin office as soon as they found out how pissed I was at a certain supervisor for doing this inconsiderate crap. They were worried I would do something rash, which I probably would have, if that person was to ever get in my reach. It was to the point to where I was going to lose my job over beating this asshole to death in front of staff and inmates. To this day, if I ever get the chance, I will confront this lowlife and tell, possibly show, them how much I hate them. Fast forward yet again to my accident. Same scenario, people talked trash, even one idiot said I was faking. This same idiot who was a supervisor, received the call from my family explaining that I wasnt at work because I was being airlifted to the hospital. This person also made numerous comments that deserve an ass beating. They know it too. I have made it known what will happen if we ever cross paths, and they are a coward. So that brings us to today. Yes I am an asshole, I am very blunt, but I am honest. I will fight for what is right, no matter who it hurts or what the consequences are. I am loyal to those closest to me, but I take shit from nobody. Do not let the wheelchair fool you, I can still hurt you very bad if I have to. I love those closest to me more than anyone, even myself, and will do whatever necessary to prove that. I do stand up for myself far more than anyone else could or would. That is just who I am. The fact that I do not talk to many people only proves that I dont like most people. So if there is anything that could ever be said about me by anyone in the world, it would be that I am blunt, honest, and not afraid of anything or anyone. That it all. PS, if you are wondering who those people are, or are worried that it might be you, just know that I have a huge smile on my face knowing that you are thinking about it. This has been a public service announcement from your neighborhood Bare. That is all.
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 01:10:06 +0000
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