I have found that sleep is evasive and chores are done best before 3am. After that its what it is. My computer is blown...no internet connection left...so until I can get a new provider I will be a library hound. I am unfocused and numb...and wondering where I put my photos. Nothing is organized, sister wants a divorce from me, the leaves wont go away and the dog liked the visiting family more than he likes me. I think I fell into my cornflakes this morning and I dont have time to go back and read the posting to find out if I called my church family the Lookout Class or the Outlook Class and they really dont care. I keep wanting to call Honey and tell him Im on my way but the locks have been changed on the house and he doesnt live there anymore. His cats moved to Indy and will send pics and sister in law called to make sure I took the meat out of the trunk of my car and ...and...and. I went up to see the Amish today and a white rabbit greeted me. A friend sent me a note that I am starting the long list of firsts. I dont want to do this anymore. But life will go on and things will settle down and I will find yet another routine to follow. I wanted a perfect life...but God....
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 22:16:56 +0000