I have my ups n my downs but iv been taking care of myself a very long time sinci was 15i been doin itafter my auntymom kicked the crap out me n kicked me out over a lie my uncledad lied about. N I had to go live elsewher n I had to find reason to b good a reason to want to live after that then I got my nicknak aka Nick Wesley my sonny but even den he was jerked outa my grasp cus I was only a nunu so I beged god for a chold thatwpuld b mine ro love n belovwd no matter wat NO MATRER WAT..ni gt jasmine.10 years bein wit one man not even looking at other men I didnt need nor want to owasdedicated n deeplyin lovewit my family....but itwasnt good or healthy for myselfn my childrento stay ina abusive home no longer cuz that abuse cause my 2nd baby to be born at 2lbs at 22weeks ..man eversince its been me n my gyrls..n u thonl u kw me u thonk u can call me down uthink it matters no it dont..but wat u dint gt is y? Wat did I ever do to anybody? Yesim gaurded n a u guess selfish but I day its lovn myself first n formost cuz if I dnt love me I dnt have the abilityto love another...but I love to love n b loved n watim going thru right now is sumwat tooheavy to bear n I need positive peeps with me who love me too Im not sorry I m sayn this I am sorrryfor needing n havn to tellu ...it sux u should want to b here for me n make n take the weight of the world offmy shoulders neway u posssibly can cuz u can you was da only one I allowed n trusted togt this close to me to men love me n mine ithought ud b protective but I was so blind n dnidnt see it bein this way at all..hurts but mmakes me stronger....peac om sleepy
Posted on: Sat, 02 Nov 2013 22:56:26 +0000
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