I have no aspirations of being normal but I would like to include it as a part of the totality of my existence. Right now there is no normal. There are bad days and not-so-bad days. A not-so-bad day is when I can spend time with others or go out in public without constantly being put upon by anxiety or depression. Even when alone sometimes having a quiet and calm mind would feel like a miracle blessing. At other times the medication turns me into a bad analog answering machine with no guarantee the messages left for me in conversations will remain in their original form for later translation. Give me quiet stillness and I may think from time to time of the grave. Take away the quiet stillness and I may wish to make my bed among the stone faces. Like the fabled four horsemen still I ride. https://youtube/watch?v=qdCz-_vZQ3U
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 00:38:19 +0000
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