I have some ask me why I spill my life on facebook. Well I do it because this is like a notebook of life meanings to me. I have nothing to hide. I say what I think. I have no skeletons. I have not been a perfect person in life. I have done my wrongs, I have asked for forgiveness to god. I honestly can not sleep at night. I wake up a bitter person because lack of sleep. I miss my sons so much that it I will never heal until I see them again. You can judge me all that you want, but guess what?....I am human and until you have what I have taken away from you like I have, then do not judge me for my anger. I did not have the money or system behind me to be bought off like they did. I am not bipolar or a multiple personality, I am just me try n to get by. I am a happy person to make my life better and that is all that I can do. I do not go to church every Sunday to worship my god but you know what........... I believe in god and I will not settle for fake believers. I pray for my sons daily in my heart and soul one day to come to me. I believe it will happen. God has reason for it all I believe. It sucks for me for so long to hurt but I believe there is a reason for everything. I believe that the ex and their spouses should be thanking me for going through depression instead of throwing me into the ground all these years. There is nothing that says I lost because I was a bad parent. It was called the "PULL" WHEN YOU WORK FOR THE STATE". Money does talk and people get lost and left behind in life. I never hurt my boys, but yet I have paid to not see them for 11 years because of PULL THROUGH THE STATE! I say B.S TO THE SYSTEM! Just say n!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Posted on: Thu, 06 Jun 2013 06:30:08 +0000
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