I have suffered from mild through to severe depression since I was a teenager. People are talking a lot about Robin Williams and as to why he might have committed suicide seeing as he had so much, the perfect life etc. Why would he be unhappy?, why would he send a message of love to his daughter and just days later decide to kill himself. There are no whys with depression. There is no meaning and frankly no point in over analysis. Ive seen specialists, shrinks, taken medication and looked inwards and outbound for answers. There are none. The state of the world makes me angry. Unfairness to the poor, inequality, all these things have always affected me. But there are no solutions I can provide. I now live my life knowing I have this disorder and I accept it. I was on anti depressants for about two years. Fantastic stuff but not living. I live now. I love life and my family and I accept I will be extremely down for absolutely no reason part of the time. I stayed more or less three weeks in bed several years ago. Everything was just too much. Going to get the mail from the letterbox was not even an option to be considered. If you have depression youll understand. My advice: accept it and live.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 21:12:06 +0000
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