I have to say this to go along with my previous post pertaining to my positivity for the day... i dont know why but its on my heart to add to it... In a perfect world there is no hurt, there is no hate, there is no sorrow, no let down, no broken trust, no betrayals... BUT WE DO NOT LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD!!! We hurt ourselves, each other, and our mindset is too do that BEFORE its done to us. And its just this never ending cycle... and its always the ones we love the most and care about the most that hurt us. But in reality the reason it hurts like it does is because we love them... if we didnt love them, IT WOULDNT HURT US bc it wouldnt matter!!! They wouldnt matter enough for it to hurt (if that makes sense) and out of anger we as humans in most cases when we are hurt we want revenge... we thrive to hurt who hurt us at whatever cost... and in order to hurt one we dig and poke and push buttons that we know will hit home the hardest... and generally thats by calling them out on a certain instance a precise occurrence something they have done to hurt us... AND IT IN OUR HEARTS, MIND, SOULS, IS NOTHING MORE THEN TRUTH!!! but in return its done to us and nobody wants to swallow the truth... it hurts they say AND IT DOES MOST TIMES... but until this vicious cycle is broken its never gonna stop... fact is we all do wrong to someone, and even more so ourselves... none of us are perfect. I know in more often times then not i have been my own worst enemy. And I can make excuses as to the whys and how comes DOESNT CHANGE THE FACTS THAT I TOO HAVE WRONG ED NOT ONLY OTHERS BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY MYSELF!!! Tomorrow isnt promised and we only have one life to live.. if were not happy in a situation only we can change it. But at some point we have to FULLY, WHOLE HEARTEDLY, COMPLETELY come to peace within ourselves. And do right and do good for ourselves. We cant pick and choose our familys (our moms, dads, brothers, sisters, cousins, aunts, uncles, etc) but we can choose to accept whatever we choose to accept... we have to learn to forgive whole heartedly and work together as one AT THE SAME TIME... bc fact is the WORLD is out to see u fall, fail, back slide, IN OUR DARKEST OF TIMES it is when we need our FAMILY to support us in those times. And when I say family I dont just mean blood in this sense... we love who we love, how we love, and if were lucky or blessed, in return we have those who love us. Instead of working against one another HOW PERFECT WOULD OUR WORLD BE if we could lift up EACH OTHER and be there for our loved ones. Bc truth is we all have struggles and my struggles may be or seem petty to u but theyre my struggles to overcome not yours... and we each have to deal with our own.. but its nice to know the people in our corners ARE JUST THAT IN OUR CORNERS. my family suffers from defeat by our own selves to knock each other down. Weve all overcome certain things in our own ways and each instance has affected us all Im ima different manner... but enough is enough... weve got to move forward, let go, AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER!!! its past choosing sides and weighing out whos done more wrong to the next none of It matters anymore lets JUST BE!!!! weve got sick loved ones dying, weve got kids (grown or not) suffering, etc I dont even know what it is Im actually trying to say.. but I know Im tired IM TIRED... its easy to give up then face the issues and some of us have done just that GIVEN UP but as a team, as a unit, as a FAMILY, as one we must come together and stand up TOGETHER to fight for us to get past OUR PASTS... and for once TRULY, WHOLE HEARTEDLY, MADLY, DEEPLY, COMPASSIONATELY, ACCEPTINGLY, HONESTLY, L.O.V.E!!!! we (NONE OF US) can change yesterday and im sure if we could WE ALL WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS DIFFERENTLY but again we cant and this is not a PERFECT WORLD!!!! I love u all and I hope one day we can ALL GET PAST THE HURT, THE PAIN, THE SORROW, THE REGRET, THE SADNESS & MADNESS because it is doing noting but adding more pain and all the above mentioning to the mix AND KILLING AND DESTROYING what could be a BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT THING!!! think about it..
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 16:00:02 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015