I have to share this today at work I had a lady come up to me that I have not seen in a year she only comes in Aug and I was out of work last year due to my broken ankle she dont do Facebook so she had no clue of my surgery she said OMG I am amazed at the weight you have lost and it hit me like a ton of bricks that she is not my fb friend that she really could tell .....some times I have to step back and say OK Chanda Sue Collins you have done this my body knows it but my mind has a hard time catching up ...I know it and I see it but I still see the 365 staring me in the face saying boo its mental I just cant describe it ......I only post the truth and I said from day one I was gonna tell it like it was .......I am very humble when it comes to this because I tell people its very hard and I am very thankful God gave me a second chance at life ......I have had people say I took the easy way out ....NO I took the only way out that I thought was right and if this is easy get a life I have lived it being 365 & 254 and neither is easy I still live with the fear of being MORBID OBESE every day dont judge what you dont know people like me dont wake up one day and say I want to eat my self to death .......I love food love to cook it eat it and make it pretty :) I love to see the joy of what I make make people happy ! Had some one say to me well dont gain it back you know better. Yes I sure do but that person also hasnt lived my life Fight to live because .....what I was doing to my self was no different than a drug addict ......addiction is joy from something you love my drug of choice was food ! Transformation Tuesday is ....... knowing I loved me even then
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 03:59:02 +0000
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