I have to vent.. I hae money to live onfor 3 months and scared,, the pain came back and it sucks and the new drug that was working so good,, just seem to stop,, now i have more pain for the last 5 days to the point I donot know what day I can do anything,,, today I had to use my Tens Unit, Ice packs, inversion table, roller, meds just to move and that took 5 hours,, but if I am seen by a person outside of the house walking he can stop all my help and ability to live,, one person has that much power,, a Doctor being paid less than $500.00 has the power, now days to stop your help.. it takes 7 Doctors to agree and willing to testify to get help.. to live,, or we can keep trying to comit suicide and stay at a hospital for FREE on your tax Dollars,, we only want help.. three years fighting the systeman d still not understaning it asking people that should know do not care if,, if you are a white person in this country forget it.. .. I want to get back working if I can get on the right medication that does not make me sleep all day, and i have to find a company to take a chance in this time and age with the laws in place,, what one would do that.. My Brother is even scared,, that is sad,, my own brother may be at my funeral because I asked for help and he woudl rather take a trip to who knows where.. instead,, WHat happen to America.. GREED.. I gave hundreds and hundreds to help others and still spend hundreds to help others,, WHY,, I will be remebered for one thing,,,HAVING FUN HELPING Others.. But canot keep doing it with out your help.. sad,, Maybe there are better peop,e than my family and brother..
Posted on: Thu, 15 Aug 2013 05:13:02 +0000