I have to work 40 hours a week..be the one to take my kids to appointments..worry about how Im gonna feed them..help them with their homework..take my self to dr. Which means me doing it for us all means missing a lot of work..be a dad..a mom..do all the discipline..all the cleaning..plus pay all the bills..do all the running..and the making ends meet..plus make it to church..plus read my bible..make time for god..figure out whats wrong with my car and figureout whos gonna fix it..and try to make my kids happy.why they fuss and fight..and then find myself sitting alone at the end of the day..crying and no one to be my shoulder..i try to stay strong..i pray..i talk to god. But still Im carrying this load physically alone..and have for 5 years..iraised my kids. And i wonder..if i have a adam..a help mate. Im feel like Im gonna fall apart sometimes. No time for myself...i need prayers. No one knows how heavy my load is...i do my best to be positive ..but i cant tonight..its all built up.
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 04:26:59 +0000
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