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I have too much time on my hands today. Words are just flowinggggg.. Lol The illusion of loss. Ive come to realise now that you can never truly lose anything. Yet a lot of energy was expended near grieving elements of the life I had come to know and trying to energetically sustain links to people I eternally cherish. I didnt want to lose anyone... or maybe, I didnt want anyone to lose me. And saying that, I wondered if I appeared lost. It was supremely difficult to condense or translate what I had seen, where I was going, and who I was- I was hyperaware of possibly being considered an enigma. I am an enigma. We all in a sense are, really, even those who seem easily definable, as doing something, or being someone. But once I stopped expending energy on wanting to be understood by others, I came to understand myself a lot more. Thats a fun and warm feeling, just walking around getting who you are and enjoying it. You start to feel at home everywhere you go because you are at home in yourself, and youre not looking for anything outside of yourself for that warmth.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 09:07:14 +0000

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