I have trained myself to use a ridiculously small amount of electricity, food, drink, I save every can and have saved nearly every soda tab for the past 3 years to the point where I have around two pounds of tabs. Old food I do not throw away, I bury it or throw it between the stems of my plants. I dont throw away batteries. I melt aluminum down. I melt steel down with a big fire. I dont throw away cardboard or paper. I burn it and add the ashes to my soil, carbon for plants. I am a music producer, I have been a forest firefighter, I have experienced success and I have experienced failure. I live my live very effectively, my room is rearranged every other day in order to more effectively manage my space, Im used to small spaces, so I appreciate what space I have. Id like to think overall that I am a positive influence on most people and the environment, I am well rounded. But aaaallll of the judgemental eyes around here because I dont have a job or a car get in the way and often people just HAVE to look down on the unspoiled dude that seems to be a squatting lowlife. I am not lazy, matter of fact I stand out above most in many work environments, those of you whom have worked with me will surely vouch. Sorry not sorry for being a standup guy made of exuberant happy fuggin high-octane energy that believes in giving to nature what i take from it and living for the greater good. I spend most of my time writing, teaching my cats and dogs new things, painting, inspiring, designing, planting, reading, learning. I am effective. I am not a bad person. I am worth getting to know. I can blow your mind morph your life problems into self-encouraging hobbies teach you how to rap sing play guitar and paint a picture. I can and will fix your psychological issues and give you all the nearly flawless fixes you can fathom, yet I am living in a shed, no one wants to hang out, because they have to use gas to see me, believe I am a drug addict, and am looked down upon in every direction. And yet, I will outast everyone with these stereotypes, I dont buy videogames and stupid shit with what I get, I buy food, paint, and things to create. I appreciate every scrap of food. Every drink is delicious. I am grateful for my life down to the very atom itself, yet this country has beaten myself and so many other crucial people in this world into a corner with these stereotypes like a beaten rabid dog. I wasnt born hands-out with a change jar. I was born to experience and create a new world. Many of your beliefs are weak. Many of the worlds values are based upon things and not upon love and life itself. This is wrong. My problems are miniscule and I will eventually be fine with a decent job and have money enough to be considered worthy of respect. But aside from myself, we all, myself included, need to re-evaluate this planet our parents have placed into our hands. You have a voice, use it. You have hands and fingers, build something. You have legs knees toes and a back bone. Stand tall. Stop your judgements. Listen to your spirit, not your mind. The mind is merely a tool, I assure you, you have a spirit, a soul, a consciousness, god, a universe, to use this tool, but use it for the betterment of your brothers and sisters, not for self-gain and greedy attitudes. I dont believe in waiting. Im 25 years old and Ive been waiting my whole life for someone to give me some hidden teaching meaning or purpose and find this real world people speak of. It does not exist. The real world is money labels definitions and superficial superioristic greed full of jealousy. The real world is a fake world created to keep us standing still with our eyes on the tv and our ears to the news of what is important in the view of someone more informed. I have found that we were born to create our own purpose and meaning. I firmly believe in mind over matter, but we cannot use our minds to control what matters to people. That is their job. I believe in STANDING. UP. FOR. WHAT. I. BELIEVE. IN. Maybe I seem like a tattoodd lazy punk. Or maybe, juuust maybe, Im a blessing born upon the earth to make a difference. But Im not anymore special than anyone, I am just motivated in changing the world more and worrying about myself less.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 01:43:46 +0000
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