I havent been on for a few days. I am still in shock. Cant stop crying and shaking. Nightmares, daymares. Im OK, basically, tho. I was in a horribe car accident on Wednesday. Still trying to sort out of the details. Hit a construction worker. As investigation proceeds, it looks like he may have crossed 4500 S, north to south, as I was coming through (not an intersection. There is a constrction site; there should be two as they were wroking on the sides. I dint remember anything. Anything. According to investogator, so far, Its likely I saw him and swerved to the right to avoid hitting him, but he may have been going to fast and we collided, then I swerved and hit the truck. Someone else (wa that me?) in my car, crying and screaming. Glass and blood everywhere as he came thru my windsheild. A police officer, no, two people, got me out of my car. Crying. Numb. A freind was there when it happened. Someone called Drew. Blood. Cut his clothes off. At this point, thank you, Heavenly Father, he has no life-threatening conditions, but I cant bear to think what he has to go thru. I dont know his name and no one will let me see pictures. I just want to go to him and say Im so sorry. I know that may neer happen. I pray for him and whoever he has in his life.. I called his name into the Temple, and ask that you, my family and friends, pray for him. I dont know what will happen. I was tested - no meds in my my blood or urine. I dont have my phone or wallet. I cant get in touch with anyone. I was coming from physical therapy and grocery store. Just a normal day, doing regular stuff. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I stare. One person said I am too composed. If this is composed, give me chaos. I guess I dont need that persson around right now. Not till Im actually stronger and more composed. I tried to call my therapist and did call the risis line. I cant sleep. Mary Brady-Bishop, this is why I didnt show up. Pleae let otherss know. Im not a slacker. If I told anyone else Id help with anything this weekend...well...sorry. Gail Turpin, could you check in the folks for me? I keep having to vomit and cant. Thank God for my family and the few freinds who knew. Right now, I am just trying to be; to not stay in bed; to try to do some things that are normal. I dont know. Is anything normal after something like this? How do I make this have meaning? Rabbi Kushner said bad things happen to good people. This is one. One rhyme. No reason. How do I turn this into something for good? Rabbi Gershon Steinberg-Caudill, any words of wisdom? I feel guilty because my back hurts. I dont hurt enough anywhere. Im not in a hospital bed. Jaffa Miller, Natanya Miller, Vanessa Marie Hyde-Dauwalder, C Jacob Dauwalder...thank you. Nancy Wride, thank you. Heather Roberts Webster, thank Rick, and tell him we need to talk to him. Jessie Woolley Richards, thank Jared. Ill take him up on his offer. .Amy Nelson Murdock and Steve Murdock, thank you. Fitzgerald Petersen, thank you. Hand & Orthopedic Rehabilitation Specialists - Physical Therapy, thank you. Candie London, thank you. Norm Price and Lenny Price; I dont know if you knew yet. I cant say much more. This is going to be a long battle. I need you, my friends and family, to help me with the emotional end. I have to go now.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 23:30:29 +0000
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