I held off as long as I could, yet, the joy in my heart wouldn’t - TopicsExpress



          

I held off as long as I could, yet, the joy in my heart wouldn’t stay there much longer. My fingers began to twitch with anxiousness as I held you in my arms, as you lied on my bosom. And as much as I love gazing upon your serene, angelic face, breathing to the beat of your heart and bowing my head low to get a whiff of your sweet breastmilk breath, my written dedication to you had to commence. Especially since Grandma wants to see you in about an hour. *deep inhale *sigh it out There was once a time in which I dreaded this day. There was once a time in which I dreaded myself. And There was once a time in which dark days, felt like lost days and not simply an onyx canvas to marvel in. Oh but now, the sweet goodness and power of NOW… on this day, two years ago, a beautiful soul entered this earth from my womb, and revolution happened; for I did not simply just birth you. Oh no, there was another birth going on. And that was you birthing me! You birthing and calling forth the God in me, The Queen in me, The Wombman I am, and the Mother to and for All. Since your retransformation into the ever growing body that you have now, we have embarked on such a magical journey together. One that can be adored when seen yet life changing when felt. And as the tears flow from my soul down my cheeks, I am ever so grateful for your presence in my life, and more so for your presence in this world. Your great teachings have enhanced the lives of many and as I proudly take on the assignment to help be your guide and you mine, I am so privileged and proud to say you have been my greatest teacher and I pray I have been your greatest student. Your eyes are so sweet and kind. Your smile, pure joy. Your touch, healing and your heart, always full. Your hair, strong and courageous. Your lips, perfect craftsmanship. Your limbs, graceful and long. And your spirit, your perpetually beautiful spirit is wise, full of light and vulnerability. Love is what you are and love is who I am. Thank you for exemplifying such acts and showing us we are worthy of it all. This is most certainly the perfect day. Happy Birthday my Royal one, Shannon Marie. Thank you for choosing me and know I will always choose you! Love Mommy! P.S. Happy Birthday Harper
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 20:55:48 +0000

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