I just came out of THE worst depression ever that lasted 2 months. For me, simply talking to women I meet throughout the course of my day has always been a very natural, fun and sometimes extremely exciting part of my day. But for the last few months its been a travesty, to say the least, and its because Im nearly 3000 miles away from home in a town called Wash PA ( if Ur one of my dear wonderful and breathtaking childhood friends on here please know this has nothing remotely to do w u at all) and to give I an idea of where Im going w this: for ages, I never thought twice about walking in a 7-11 late at night wearing my fur, for I never felt suspicion arise. But today I got completely lost in a town where 67% of the roads have NO ROAD SIGNS and they tell me things like I was supposed to make the turn after the 3rd oak tree, and after hours of frustration trying to get them to realiZe that I havent lived here in 15 years, so how in the hell am I supposed to know that 376 is now the new 279 cause everything used to be RT 60???? And somewhere in the middle of all the sleepwalkers I struck up a convo w a Christian girl but when I told her Ive been lost for an hour with the meter on fumes and asked where the nearest gas station was and she looked at me with nail biting fingers saying omg, 20 more miles down the road! And when I smiled and said Awesome, itll strengthen my faith in Jesus, she looked at me with eyes filled with pinball machines. A week ago I was in bed all day crying cause everytime Im straight up honest about how I feel around here they start looking around and say something stupid that makes no sense to me in no way at all, regardless of how much I stare at them with giant question marks in my eyes asking them to at least explain! But everytime just get more confused. So a few days ago a lonely agonizing cry turned into laughter of the most uninhibited kind and I heard God remind me that no women will ever make a man whole. And I rejoiced and ran in to a very very cute brunette who was definitely different and when I pulled all my Christian Mystic & astrology routine on her, she just laughed and said so do you teach voice? And so now Im so at peace being single cause now I can devote more attention to my students. Goodnight all, Im hittin the hay. See ya in a week or so. ~ValensLuv *****Remember baby, if u gonna do it, do it in Jesus name.
Posted on: Wed, 05 Mar 2014 04:52:11 +0000
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