I just do not get why all of a sudden everyone seems to really want me to hurt. Why am I the most hated Man in the world. People really just want me dead or hurting from the Police to Stalkers to jealous people. I did not ask for this and I am starting to feel like Chris Rock. Everybody Hates Chris. Everyone used to just Luv me... WTF happened to the old life I had? I worked so hard to be a true Friend and I feel like all this has been a waste. What good is it if I make it Big just to be hated for everything that used to be my Hallmark? Do I really deserve this? So want to run for the hills and never sing or play music. No more poetry I am completely emotionally and physically drained. I have almost died at least twice in the past three months and no one seems to care. They just laugh at all my jokes never noticing. Thanks for loving this Sad Clown. I used to be so happy.. Now I am just miserable. I have a hole where my stomach used to be, and a heart of solid coal now. What little flame was left has turned to permafrost. I guess I will always walk these tracks alone till I get there. Where ever the winds blow me I guess. Chris Theyerl
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 13:31:58 +0000