I just finished watching the movie....Legends of the Fall. I got to the grave site scene and fell on my face....STUPID me....this whole movie was too close to my heart. Didnt realize the story was like this. There in my mind was my powerful son Jeremy...at his brother Joshuas grave site....missing his BEST Friend so much.....he ALWAYS took care of his Josh..... I dont know how much more of this episode here in Pasco I can endure. JOSHUA 1:9 Tells me to Be STRONG and Courageous and have NO Fear.... I drove to the state line today and turned back....grief travels with you....you cant outrun it. I cherish all your prayers as they are the ONLY thing that have sustained me in the last year and three months, twelve days, one hour forty two minutes.... Maybe I loved my babies too much....maybe I am weak, maybe I am full of FEAR.....I KNOW that I am NOT strong or courageous. God help me......there is no end to my sadness......I tried to be as JOSH would have me be.....but I have failed to be. I sit by the resting place of my son....my soul cries out....NO one can hear except the sounds of the night....the cold wind blows through me like an icy finger. Dad
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 05:51:53 +0000
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