I just had an epiphany. I realized like every one else my body grew up and aged the normal way and I thought I was the same way emotionally. I realized that emotionally I guess you could say is my emotions are like Benjamin Buttons. When I was young many things that would tear any normal person apart really did not affect me but now in retrospect it literally destroys my heart. Many of those events are killing me inside now and when they first happened I was too self absorbed to even care. I was very self centered and spoiled I did not care about others when these things occurred I was just so damn focused on myself. I became a lethargic cold blooded fake. I put on a face either people hated or wanted to watch like a bad crash. I know I burned many bridges some may stand a chance of repair but much more do not. I am not looking for pitty from this post. I just wanted to say to all of those whom I have cut off or have hurt in the past I am very sorry. I cant take any of it back I wish I could. To all those whom have waited oh so very long for the duck to not only grow up but to step up I believe it may be happening. Thank you all for sticking by me. I am far from perfect but I am trying to do better~D.H.B.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 03:06:16 +0000
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