I just heard Diana before and omg! the feels! it is absolutely amazing! I was crying the whole time through it. Thank you to One Direction. You boys have brought be out of suicide so many times. When I was 16, I was diagnosed with depression, I thought their was no where to go, but to kill myself, and then I found out about One Direction mid 2011, and I fell in love. Who knew that 5 ordinary lads from the UK could turn your life around, but they did. I turned suicidal last year, and thought i might as well kill myself, cause my mum is in a wheelchair, and she would always yell at me, and blame me for everything, and then kick me out of home. I then stopped eating, and dropped down to 38kg. but Mum didnt really give a shit about me, wasnt even concerned about me, she would yell at me constantly. My Mum then went into a Nursing Home on May the 6th, 2013. I thought to myself, yes, finally I have some space, and she wont yell at me anymore. but then my Dad started taking everything out on me, and yelled at me, and did everything he could to tear me down. Then I thought I dont deserve to live. I used to cry myself to sleep every night, and just listen to One Direction on repeat. In June, I dropped out of school and went into severe depression, where I cut very badly, and even overdosed on my anti-depressants, I took a whole packet in a go. Every time I hear their songs, it makes me feel that they care about me and all their fans, and that i am never alone. I am now 18 nearly 19, I weigh 45kgs, yes I am still underweight. but I am actually the happiest I have ever been. I have a part time job. My mum still yells at me, but I am about a month clean of cutting, I dont have suicidal thoughts much anymore. And this is all because of One Direction. They saved my life, and I am forever thankful for it :) ~Noms xo
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 09:18:02 +0000