I just held two beautiful little girls as they fell asleep in my arms.Ive grown quite attached to them. I know in just a few short days I may never get to see them again. the most difficult part of a break up, if there is children involved, is the children of course. Through all of the negative events in my life, Im still learning to take what good I can from any situation that I can. To make sure that I learn a lesson from every situation. Whether a positive or negative situation. While it is very difficult for me to find positivity in this particular situation, I find that what keeps me sane throughout this, is knowing, that while in my presence, Ive had an incredible opportunity. While I may have not always known the right way, Ive been able to teach these children. To tie ones shoes, to potty train another, but not just physical lessons. Id like to think Ive made an impact on their thought process and view of life. To have taught them to have more respect for themselves and those around them. To be more cognitively aware of the world around them and the people in it. And for the oldest, to maybe understand the difficulties life may throw at him, and to still take enjoyment out of everything he can. And in those few things I take great pride. To feel that I may have a lasting impact on their lives so that they can be the best people they can be means more to me than anything anyone can say about what I might of done wrong. It means more to me than anything I know I could have done better. And Ill end these ramblings with this; no matter what life throws at you, just make sure that in the end, you can look back and tell yourself, success or failure, that you did what you could to make the world a better place for someone else. If even in a small way. That you can tell yourself that your few successful happenings outweigh however many of your failures in terms of the weight of spiritual meaning. And never doubt that your journey is of great importance to someone.
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 02:56:19 +0000
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