I just need to get somethings off my chest tonight , December 25,2013 my life changed for ever. That was the worst day of my life. The days since then have been hard ones , unless you have been through it yourself you could never understand it . Over the last few months I have started to try to find some happiness in all the sadness. I always put my kids first, I would never jeopardize their happiness or well being for myself. The days of me living to please everybody else are over. Im living for me and for my kids. Im gonna do what makes me happy. Im gonna spend time with the people that make me happy, that I can depend on whenever I need them not matter what time it is day or night. Some people have a problem with that and hey thats ok with me. Its ok with me because Im surrounded by people that love me for me, not for what they think I am or what they think I should be. My life is on the path that I want it to be on. Yes there are still hard days and yes there are still tears. And there is not a day that goes by that I dont ask myself what would chub say about this and most days I know that he is smiling down on me and supporting every decision I make. There is no dout in my mind that he approves of the people that I have became very close too. Its almost like he put them in my path. So to all my family and friends that dont agree with certain things Im ok with that cause Im sure that I have never agreed with everything you have done in your life. Life is to short to live miserable and I refuse to let anyone steel my happiness.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 04:40:47 +0000
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