I just really need to rant right now since I have no one to talk to about this. . . . . . . . . . okay Im really in love with this girl and Id give anything for her....and I literally feel dead inside whenever I think about her because Ill never have her again... I literally just feel so broken and even just breathing hurts me. I love her more than anything in this world and it feels like I cant move on... but she gave up and me and doesnt want me anymore and I just cant seem to let her go... Ive tried so hard but I dont want to let go. I just dont know what to do. I just dont even want to get out of bed. All I do is cry in my room or do retarded shit to try to get my mind off of her. When I go to sleep I ALWAYS dream about her and wake up crying. Im only happy for a few second and then it fades into depression...Ive tried so hard to try and be happy but I cant...not without her...she was the only one who understood me, she made me feel normal and Ive never felt that before. Ive never had a love like hers and I know I never will...everything was my fault. Now she doesnt want me or love me or anything now because of me...Id give anything in this world to have her back. I want a future with her, I want to have kids with her, I want my life with her... but its all over....
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 04:31:43 +0000