I just spent an hour watching my wedding video for the first time. I could not stop crying, and tears still are streaming down my face. I dont even have words to say (but apparently I do) ... After seeing Sara in those videos I just miss her so much. You know, the wedding day in my mind is a blur, I was just so excited and nerves. But after watching it on the video it makes me so happy, yet breaks my heart so much more. While watching those videos, I kept staring at her face, her eyes and her smile, they are one of a kind. One thing I never noticed is her expression everytime she looked at me, specifically while we were dancing and when we prayed before the wedding. The look of love and compassion in her eyes are overwhelming. I never noticed it before but the videos capture it perfectly. She looked at me as if there were nothing to worry about in the world as long as she was with me. She looked as if I was her hero and love of her life. Her smile says it all, she loved me more than words can describe, and only a smile like hers can speak a million words of unconditional love. Im not writing this to brag about how awesome I am and my wife noticing it. I am just writing to let you all know that she loved you all so much. I always knew she loved me, but after seeing her expressions on her face, I know that I didnt just have a one in a million marriage, not one in a billion, but a once in a lifetime chance to be One with a God living woman like Sara. My heart aches, I struggle to breathe, I cry out to God. I know her life was cut short on earth, but in doing so, she has more time in heaven then any of us. I am ready, seeking the Lord till his return, awaiting the day to hold my Lord and Savior in my arms while my wife and child stand by my side. I love you all so very much, please dont waste any more time worrying about money and things of this world, I know its hard, I struggle everyday with problems of this world, but the Lord will take care of you. Have faith, believe, and give up all your worries and struggles to Him, he is waiting. Love you all, God bless.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 07:57:36 +0000
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