I just want to tell everyone that Im sorry if ive been a bad friend or if i have ever done something to annoy u or piss u off. I just want everyone to know that i really am sorry. This is hard for me to tell yu all but I know i deem happy but im not. I think its time u all knew that ive been putting on a fake smile so u wwould believe me when i said that im fine and doing well. when really inside i feel like im dying. I honestly hate myelf. Hurting myself has been an option many times. I know some of u may think im doing this for atention but im not. Im coming clean. being bullied through high schol was hard for me. and i still do get people who dont agree with me being gay. Its not my fault its just who I am. I tried to deny that i was gay for years cause i knew some people didnt like it. suicide was also an option many times but I never did it. Except once when i was younger but I have holly roughton to thank for finding me and stoping me. In all truth I love you all. Some of you have helped me through some rough times. thanks for being there. I know with someo of you we have fallen out of the years and i hope that we can become good friends again. so yeah again im sorry.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 12:09:29 +0000
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