I just wanted to let my friends know that I appreciate them and there encouragement through the last several months and finally the breakup 2 months ago with someone who was killing my soul. I have been learning a lot about my self these last few months. I have learned that happiness is found from within yourself. You must be happy if you wish to be happy with someone else. I wanted to be happy with my ex and at first was but she drained me of all that I was. I am now liking myself but have my ups and downs. I have realized that there isnt a woman out there for me who wants the man who is good natured. Who will love her unconditionally. Who will give her the respect she deserves,and return these same qualities to me. So what I think is the reality here is, I do not need a relationship,what I need is relations. How this comes about is my business but you get my drift. I have really tried my best to be a good man in my relationships and all have failed. This is because of my choices in who I decided was good for me. Fault lies with me. I was warned by many not to date these woman but I didnt listen,because I believe there is good in all people and I could fix the bad. I cant !. I have learned my lesson and I find myself moving forward. The loss is to the ladies who missed out on a good man. Now I will look out for my daughter as I always have and I will try to live my life with the best intentions in mind for family and friends. Single can have its benefits. God Bless and thank you again to my friends. Feeling good
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 00:27:30 +0000