I keep having constant memories of you Rebecca, you asking me for Vanilla Ice cream, and with your soft whisper mom! Mom! Mom! Until I could finally hear you. I would jump up and sit next to you of the chair to see you awake on the couch where you insisted on sleeping, just to make sure that you didnt miss anything. You usually didnt want anything except for me to take you out to the back patio to sit outside, & just having me there was enough! You would asked me to get a movie even though you constantly dosed off. Daily you would ask me to call one of your brothers or sisters, you would always ask me to call one of them. When they all showed up you were so excited & tried so hard to stay awake. I keep remembering your dog Dexter up on the couch, on the patio, and you with every strength you had pushing him off so I could sit down. He fell on my leg hard and as I sat down you put your skinny little arm around my waist, and you whispered Mom, I sorry are you okay? As Im rubbing my knee its already forming a bruise. You felt so bad kept your little arm around my side and started crying silently saying Im so sorry mom. God changed you Rebecca, you were so compassionate, caring, and sensitive about everything. You were being conformed into the image of God, and being prepared for your new body. I get constant reminders of me slowly walking you to the bathroom with your frail little body so scared to even lift your leg up! In the bathtub, you held on tight to me, you trusted only me to help you♡ as I had to stand on the toilet cause you were so tall to wash your hair. When you asked me to rub you back & put lotion on you. I would constantly tell you that I Love You & you would whisper I Love You too Mommy! Rebecca I hurt without you every moment every second♡ Your never going to leave my heart. I was the 1st person who held you, & The Last who held you. I miss you more than ever, You were my youngest baby girl. I want you to come to me in my dreams.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 01:25:10 +0000
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