I kiss the ground for I am truly blessed. I am greatful for overcoming addiction and bad habits that could have taken me away from my goals, my dreams and most of all myself. Today I had to face the person who introduced me to the drug of my addiction picking up personal items. Not only was it eye opening I faced that demon head on with the middle finger. I know Im stronger and better than that. I also know Im not alone in my struggles. Ive learned I suffer from self destructive behavior and I dont cope with stress...at all. Yeah Im not ashamed I hit rock bottom. Im not ashamed to take ownership of my life, my actions. Its really hard to fathom I could have lost all of that....but I didnt. I pray for the person I faced and loved. I considered him a brother. I called him my friend. He was a shell of himself when I saw him today. It was like looking at death. It wasnt him. He was gone. But I had to say good bye for my own sanity and safety. There are some very special people in my life that know what I have over came to be here to share this with you all today. Im loved, Im blessed. I have the most supportive boss anyone could ask for. I have a family that supports me. I have very close friends that carried me through the darkness. I have strength that could could carry me to the moon and back. I have self respect. I love unconditionally. And nothing is ever going to stop me for my passion to do what I love. I hope my story helps others who feel stuck. My advice is keep looking towards the light and focus. It gets easier. Dont dwell on the past and move forward. Tomorrow is a new day. Love unditionally and dont care about what others think. In the end be yourself and youll be alright. I know I am.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 22:28:46 +0000
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