I know, I know. Im having a really hard time with this. I just feel so jealous and threatened and not special anymore and replaced. My imagination is running away with me. I keep trying to get a hold of myself but I am blinded with jealousy. Im working on it. This is doing no one any good what I am doing. Im scared. I cant even fathom the thought of losing my self. I need to pull myself together; Im getting myself all worked up. Its just been so long I cant take it anymore. Yes I can. I can do this. This reminds me of an Eddie Murphy movie from a long time ago where he uses this acronym as a motivational tool for hmself: KIT. Keep It Together. Keep It Together. Its really funny - I guess you have to see it to appreciate it. Its so funny because he is really losing it and he keeps saying KIT, KIT to himself while he is all worked up in a froth. I need to watch that again. What I really need to do is love and appreciate myself. I have no control over other people, only myself. Yeah. I need to remember how great I am. Im awesome. Period. Ok. I feel better now :)
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 16:19:06 +0000
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