I know an lot of you dont understand , my moods are up one minute down the next,, you look at me think am ok but inside I die an little more each day ,,,Am not crazy and its not catching what I have is an broken heart,,,,Since I lost Terry Randall Wilder ,,My world as I know it has changed and in some ways Ive changed to ,,, I ask you to be patient to love me any way and if you dont know what to say or how to handle me please dont just walk away ,Just give me an little smile ,an nod or hug ,what I got you can not catch ,,,Am still me some where deep inside ,,My grief is real my heart can not heal ,,my love is gone so in my mind am all alone , ,,,,,,,,,,, This is from heart. I am here , I am real just my moods are straight from hell and my world has crumble and felled..,,,,,,, This next part I got from face book maybe it will help some of you understand,,,,,,,,Hold me close,,,go an way. ,,,Please visit me and please dont stay,,,,Talk to me but please dont speak,,I need you now,,come back next week,,,Emotions muddled,needs unknown,,to be with others or on my own,, To scream out load,,to rant and shout or hide away and push you out,,I can smile at you she,s not that bad I shout at you she,d going mad ,I speak to you what do I say I show my tears ,Quick walk away, Its not catching ,,The grief I feel , I cant pretend its not real,,I carry on as best I know,,,But this pain inside just wont let go. ,,So true friend, please accept the lot,,I shout, I cry I lose the plot,, I dont know what I need today So hold me close ho away,,, ,,,Author unknown.. ,,,, , Thank you all for listening ,Thank you all for careing ,,I love you all,,(I LOVE YOU TERRY RANDALL WILDER FOREVER AND BEYOND TIME,,)
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 22:46:43 +0000
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