I know its April 10th here in the U.S. but in Okinawa, Japan (Anthony Devon Lane Birthplace) its Friday April 11th..Happy Birthday to me Big Brother Ant aka JAP!!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU GONE. It does not feel real and I keep thinking that you going to pop back up SMILING AND LAUGHING. When, I got the news THAT NIGHT from my cousin Donnelle Merrick that they were shooting on 2ct. My heart started racing because I wanted to know if my brother was okay. I called you, I called Raquel, and I called MAMA. I asked Mom if she seen you (she said you just left the house less than an hour ago) and did you have a new number and told her why I was trying to get a hold of you and while we are on the phone Uncle Allen calls Mom. She said she would call me back because she wanted to see what Roc was calling for. I waited and waited it seems like hours but really its was less than 5 minutes. I got the CONFIRMATION from Mom that they got you! I immediately said, “is he in the HOSPITAL” and she said, “You was DEAD”. Bro, I thought you were INVISIBLE!!! You survive the other two shootings. I kept thinking not my brother this can’t be right! Who and Why did they do this to my BROTHER. My body went numbness and I started thinking some of the craziest thoughts you could imagine. I WAS AND IS STILL READY FOR WAR!!! Before the SUN ROSED MONDAY MORNING I WAS ALREADY BACK IN MIAMI. I know that’s not going to solve anything but I AM MY BROTHER KEEPER. These SENSELESS Dudes took your LIFE for what???? You ain’t never HURT NOBODY and you HAVE A BIG HEART for such a LITTLE PERSON. I can’t believe they did this. All I know is that they Better Man Up or the Police BETTER Catch them because I can’t sleep knowing these DUDES are out here like EVERYTHING IS GOOD. TO YOU COWARDS WHO THINK YOU EVERYTHING IS GOOD IT AIN’T GOOD AND WON’T NEVER BE GOOD NEVER JUST KNOW THAT…. I LOVE YOU BIG BRO AND I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER SAFIER PLACE WITH FAMILY…I ASK YOU TO CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER AND PROTECT US LIKE YOU DID WHEN YOU WAS HERE ON EARTH. I KNOW WITH GOD, FAMILY, AND TIME I WILL GET STRONG AGAIN BUT RIGHT NOW I’M WEAK!!! I HAVEN’T REALLY CRIED BESIDES SHADING A FEW TEARS BECAUSE THIS STILL UNREAL TO ME…. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I HOPE WHEN I’M DEAD AND GONE PEOPLE CAN LOOK BACK AND REFLECT AND HAVE GOOD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT ME LIKE THEY DO ABOUT YOU!!! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN…LOVE REES aka Big Little Bro P.S. Kiss Grandma for me and tell Uncle Bubba, Melvin, and the rest of the Family I said WHAT’S UP AND OUR NAME STILL LIVES ON!!!! 11:30 AM Friday, April 11, 2014 (JST) Time in Japan Please Post Pics of Ant and you wearing his shirt!
Posted on: Fri, 11 Apr 2014 02:30:47 +0000
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