I know its not the last day of the year but I figured I write this now and will probably repeat is before midnight of New Years Eve. And since everyone is doing that New Year Review and I have a new profile, I decided just to type my year, so here it goes. 2014 was such a mess, but I guess in the end, it was also the biggest wake up call for me. I dated in the beginning and then ended up leaving that person, shattering his heart into a million pieces. Then, I dated a co-worker from Redners and had a good time in the beginning until I realized the ex was heavily talked about and involved and that my feelings were true. Unfortunately, my ex moved on for a few months. I got put through so much within that few months that I thought I was done with him. Well... he ended up messaging me again and even after the crazy shit I went through, I still went back because thats what my heart was set on. Things were okay in the beginning until I figured his habits have gotten severely worse. He changed into a complete stranger. I ended up finding out in October/November I ended up pregnant with his child. Let alone, he then broke up with me. I was lost, confused, hurt, and all together scared. And that is where it leads me today. Today, I stand here saying I changed dramatically. I cannot sit here and let the past effect me. I have to move on and just hope for the best. Yes, the best for me would be a reunion and a complete family but Im not gonna promise or bet on anything because there is no guarantees in life or love. But in this struggle, I found amazing people who support me through everything and I couldnt be more blessed. I am 21 now and need to mature and stay on top of things for my precious baby Keretz. As I sit here and close this chapter of the book on January 1, All I can hope is that 2015 turns out to be something spectacular, everything falls completely back into place and for my baby, when born, to be healthy because I can guarantee that no matter what, that child will be loved and happy
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 23:12:35 +0000
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