I know my place. I see what is in front me. I acknowledge the reality of the situation. My heart is humble, my mind troubled, my soul weak, my spirit shaky. I fear the unknown. I am nervous about change. Dread getting my heart broke or my hopes too high. I talk a good game but yet I ride the bench. My burdens weigh heavy on my shoulders. Ive been, punched, slapped, kick, hit, beat down, embarrassed, humiliated, stabbed, cut, shot at, handcuffed, chased, even looked death in the eye as he smiled. Ive become someone I dont know but cant go back to what I was. I have nothing but have so much I hold dear. I have let some people down and been a shoulder to others. I have put the needs of someone who I loved before mine only to be pushed away forever. I have broken my childrens hearts with my absence. I have brought tears to mothers eyes. Shame to my name. I have done, seen, and been through alot of things. I let people get to me and wear my heart and emotions for the world to see. I am who I am. I am true to who i am mistakes and all. Im not perfect and never will be. I could care less about what a nonfactor thinks of me. I dont deny what I feel and will not lie to myself about anything. One thing for certain two thangs for sho: life is life. we make it what we want it to be. And we will only be what we want the world to see. And if thats what you do your not really being you. I will be only what I limit myself to be. And I choose to be more then what I am day after day. I dont know why I felt the need to put this on Facebook but for whatever reason it is there it is. Maybe someone needs to know.
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 13:38:49 +0000
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