I know that I post often about the things that Katy shares with me that touch my heart. While I struggled for over a year to conceive Grace and her birth changed my life completely, with Katy I did not have to go through the crazy fertility treatment journey. At the same time, if I had been correctly diagnosed when I first presented my colorectal cancer symptoms to the doctor at GBMC, it is unlikely I would ever have had Katy. Nothing is free. I know that I was meant to be a mother to both of these girls. Sometimes when Katy speaks to me though, I feel like she is telling me something that I am meant to hear. Maybe she is simply repeating things to me that Steve or I have said to her in her own words or is just sharing the connections with us that she makes as she defines her world. I will never know. Anyway, she has been enjoying our family time this Christmas break. She loves having time with me, but also loves having Steve and Grace home too, and cousin time and all of that good stuff. As I was letting her know that tomorrow I would be seeing Dr. Diaz for a check-up and that I would have an all-day doctor day on Tuesday for chemo, she told me that she was sad and wished I could be home with her all the time. Then she said, Do you know that doctors and nurses dont have jobs in heaven, mama? They only need to be angels in heaven. Did you know that in heaven no one is sick? We dont need them to be doctors and nurses in heaven. In heaven, Mama, we are perfect. Sometimes, I cant find any words, I can only hold them and be grateful.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 02:08:29 +0000
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