I know that the world does nothing bit judge but I need advice. As we speak the devil doesnt want me to post this because of the fear of failure but I was raised to believe God does not give us the spirit of fear so here we go. Ive been away from home for over 10 years. Away from everything good that made me who I am and the devil has been on his job trying to take me out. Now hes in my head. Today marks a month sobor for me and Ive Never been more afraid. Ive spent so much time drowning myself in sorrow that I havent once enjoyed any accomplishment I may have made thus far. I only focused on leaving home as my lifes biggest failure. My 2 babies I only support with cash, and my family that I dont talk to because Im ashamed. Now it feels like Im losing a grip ony youngest because all I did was work at night, drink until I pass out, and repeat just so I wouldnt give myself time to think about anything, not even whats going on right in front of me. I think God for allowing me to be broken down so he can mold me over again to be what he means for me to be. Sorry for the rant, I just need family and friends to keep me and my family in your prayers because they are living with a new Wesley Carnell McFadden now. ONE LOVE! LETS GET IT!
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 03:29:31 +0000
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