I know that this probably wont make a difference, but im going to express myself. and if you call yourself my friend you should take the time to read this especially. If it sounds like im whining, then so be it. im just really hurt. During my break, and my senior year, I have learned that I barely have any friends. I think that reason is becuz everyone in hammond has already made the choice of who they want to be friends with. Everyone assumes that they already know who everyone is. But sometimes people change and you have no Idea who that girl is that you already judged. Are you the same person that you were in middle school? No. Well neither am I. I wish that some of these people in my high school would just reach out and take the time to get to know who I am today. Just becuz you met someone in middle school, doesnt mean that thats who they are today. Theres so much more to a person that many years later. I wish everyone would just stop judging each other. I feel so alone in Indiana. I feel like I dont belong. And going to school sucks for me becuz I get to see how much fun everyone has together. On the weekends everyone hangs out and talks about how much fun they had together when they get back to school. I feel so left out and isolated. And I honestly dont feel like Im a bad person. In middle school and even freshman year I was totally different than I am now. I wish that I didnt long to go so far away. I wish that people here made me feel like I had friends, people to count on and hang out with. Most of the people that say theyre my friends dont say hi to me unless I say hi to them. Those people tell me theyre busy when I ask them to hang out with me. They dont invite me to birthday parties, Christmas parties, Halloween parties, or just regular parties. You have no idea how much it kills me to see all these people that call themselves my friends hang out with each other and not even think about me. It would be so nice if one day someone asked me to do something. I dont want to wait until I go to New York to actually have friends. I call so many people my friends. I do literally anything I can for anyone who needs it. I just wish I had people that would actually talk to me outside of school. Ask me to hang out or sleep over or go get food or go to a movie. And even when I reach out to all these people, I get nothing. I get no reply or I get Im busy sorry. Im just so tired of feeling alone. And now everyone knows. I hope this status will change the way people think about me and others. You have no idea how lonely some people feel and how good of a person you would be if you just reached out to them. Thank you for reading.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 01:19:35 +0000
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