I know the feeling of losing someone :( all the regrets that come to mind … and grief and sorrow that over takes your life … the feeling of being struck in the heart by pain that wont heal! Being emotionally and physically scarred … the things you think about … what you could.have done … what you could have said! :( those last words you wanted them to hear! You wanted to be the last thing they saw before they leave! I wanted to be the last person he ever saw before he left me … I wanted to let him know I loved him! I just wanted to remind him one more time how much I love him and how much he was of a father to me … life gets harder and longer without you here! the pain does not ease nor does it get harsher! I need to let go … before I realise I cant live without you! And than itll beyond turn to be taken! My heart sunk … my emotions dropped … I was speachless when i seen you laying there! As an arm wrapped around me! Squeezing me! I tried my hardest to hold.back the tears! But I bursted out!! I fell to my knees and I grabbed your hand! Begging god to return you too me! As I glanced at your face hope to catch a glimsp of your smile (: a exceptional sound of your voice … but nothing! And thats when I realized you were gone!! So I cried and cried … and lets the tears fall into your hands!! Hoping for a sign of life … but nothing … slept with you … slept on your coffin. Sat next to you till the day you were buried!! And even than! I was the last to leave you … Miss you dad … xo see you when I get there (: #EvenDeathCantDontUsPart
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 11:35:15 +0000
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