I know the power of your cross ,and Im unashamed because of your mercy but like your Scripture says even in my Holiness when Im praising you seeking you listening to Hillsong or on my knees in complete humbleness and brokenness I am as filthy rags before you and Im shamed because of my filthiness I believe in people getting whats fair because I deserve hell but because youre not a God who favors or is a respecter of person and one that does not gives whats far to them because of your mercy Im not getting whats fair because if I were I would be getting hell Which I rightfully deserve, but your grace oh God how I love your grace !!!!! I will never be able to change !!!! No matter how hard I try to matter how strong I am no matter how many times Ill be able to say no Ill never be able to change ! Thats why you came and stood in my place because you knew how week I would be you took all my sins upon you past present and future and I dont have to worry about changing because I love you and because I love you.... you change me and youre pouring into meet your own heart because I could do nothing on my own because I know my own heart and I know my sins I know who I am behind closed doors I dont know how or why people trust me just because I use my manners ! I am not a good man father ,A cold couple of good lines and remember scripture very well but thats not enough!!!! God I hate myself for when I choose myself over you ! I dont want anyone to look at me and say thats how Christian is supposed to act !! Because I am not a good example of what I am supposed to be . Jesus youre the ruler youre the Mark youre the measurement you were what were supposed to measure our self too and if we dont look like you and if were not striving to be like you and what is the point ! Time and time and time again I know Ive exceeded my limit beyond 70×70 of being forgiven I dont understand Im never will be able to understand your grace and why you still have love for me because I know my own heart I know my thoughts and I know that you know them ! But I just want to say thank you for loving me anyway you knew when you were on that cross you know what my sins would be you knew how many times and how many times I will reject you because choosing myself over you at times .... But you still carried that rugged Cross all the way to the top of the hill you allowed yourself to be beaten for me you allowed yourself to be pierced for me you allowed yourself to die for me knowing everything I would do , and because of that is why I serve you because of that is why I love you cousin that is why I need you to take everything from me strip it from me and put me where you need me. Let it be so .... Let me be a KING WITH STANDARDS 👈
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 19:05:08 +0000
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