I know this is a personal post, and this isnt a complaint. I love helping people. I loved volunteering before this storm hit. That was just a quick post. Anyways; to anything that could be possible; if you SERIOUSLY have the BALLS, to make fun of me, because i have a disability, a hearing loss, that puts a huge effect on my life and makes alot of stuff more difficult, and to put me at blame for something i CAN NEVER control. Does anyone really think i would love to get bullied by strangers, and people i should trust behind my back ALL MY LIFE. From kindergarten till now. From some family, and highly trusted important people in my life story.(See reasons why thats hurtful later in post) I dont like get getting called a retard by random people, hearing loss or not, my speech impediment on result of that, what kind of lowlife would laugh about special ed kids anyways? I can understand when people yell for me because i cant hear them, but i surely dont like people yelling in face and speaking very slow Can........... you............ hear.................. me....................? And then expecting me to laugh with you. I dont support violence, but my golly, the tears i have to hold back or my fist from hitting someone is an incredible amount of restraint. My golly! I do everything i can to help anyone in need. And yes, this is a rant. Because quite frankly, it hurts like a butt ton and im so sick of hearing of mean comments, when i know im not a bad person. And people need to quit being meanie butts. I might have let a couple people down due to horrible trust issues, and even that, i still feel horrible. I CAN UNDERSTAND, when people approach me and ask me why i speak like this, i will gladly inform you. But no one needs to instantly go into a jerk mode. Congratulations to all the people who has ever said anything about it, You have successfully made a young woman cry. And i know people who have teased me are on my friends list, just because you were a jerk, doesnt mean i have to be, so i hope your reading this and your realize to change who you are. (and just because youre there for me to my face and you protect me then go ahead and say something behind my back, thats JUST AS HURTFUL; that means i gave you enough TRUST to go behind my back) Because honestly, through all of this, i wouldnt change who i am one bit. I wouldnt add fire to an already hurtful fire. And if you need help, honestly please dont hesitate to ask me. Im not holding a grudge, im publicly letting go of everything i hold inside, and if you want to apologize, dont. Ive already forgiven you, just stop being mean. Rant over. Sorry(have to apologize) for a 3 oclock rant. Good luck and good tidings to all.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 08:55:10 +0000
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