I know we have been talking. I know we have our differences, I know I can lie, and push you away. but hear me out, sitting here alone makes my mind rush, to places i cant fathom nor comprehend. my love for you has always been the strongest thing in my life, you maelayna the strongest thing in my life somewhere in the past years i lost that and just let it burn. let it slip away let it become a past not a present. my inability to be there for you when you needed me most is what cause us to be here today. not anything but me. me being selfish, wanting things that i thought would bring me happiness. cars cloths big house none of that means anything without someone to enjoy them with, can a car talk to you no, can a house comfort you... kinda but no, can cloths show you what love is and what feelings are, no. i know the feeling of being pushed away. i know how it feels. it sucks that me who is a pretty intelligent person lacked the common sense to see this before it was to late. but like always i did, i didnt see this beyond beautiful person sitting here taking my irrational thoughts, my inept to love, my lack of caring. and to think that all this person ever wanted was me to be me. to open up to care, to finally let this huge barrier i have up down. why are we as people to blind, thinking we can take what we have for advantage. trying to look for those misplaced equations in my past to put forth to a new answer for the future. let me say not trying but am. open up and be yourself people, take it from me. the best things in life dont just hang around forever waiting. the need you to be willing to love equally. and for this i say i love you MAELAYNA BROUSSARD. I want us and only us. Going to make amends with this wreckage i have left behind. this wake of destruction
Posted on: Wed, 10 Jul 2013 01:25:48 +0000
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