I learned a long time ago that niggas smile I your face. All the while they plotting to take your place. Your friends aint really your friends and family aint always your family. Im the number one plotter. My friends have been the same friends I always had. I dont go out my way to make new one. Every family member worth having has been replaced. They wasnt acting right. The family I was deprived of knowing I keep up with. I dont play sides thats what my parents did and I ended in a dead zone. Losing out growing with people I know and missing out on knowing people I should have. I been on a long and hard journey sparing the details. A journey I wish I had never been on but a journey Im glad I took. It lead me to a place a made me the person I am. What you see is what you get. Im above pretending. All I ever had in my life was pretenders. I own you my honesty whether you like or appreciate it is not my concern. Sometimes it cost me. I make mistakes but I calculate too much to regret any decision I make. I know the possibilities and I take chances. People will take my kindness for weakness and never get my kindness again and then will say I changed. I keep it moving. Ill always want better and refuse to stay in the same place. Call it boasting if you want I choose showcase progress. I was a hurt kid who had no choice but to enter the real world with nothing but a shirt on my back and make grown up decisions about my life and its direction. I made amazing choices. People in my position at the time about the same age, 3 are dead 5 are in jail. For a very long time. This is very long but just something I had to get down while Im thinking about it. My past is a reflection of where Im from and who I was. My future is a projection who Ill be and where Im going. Others controlled my past. No one but me will control my future.
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 19:08:58 +0000
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