I learned on Tuesday December 6that on December 30 my first born son, jumped to his death from the MGM Casino on Macau HK. Yesterday was his funeral, I just found out this morning. it has taken me hours to write this, my greatest nightmare. He had been illegally taken from me by his father at he age of three and a half and I have lived with this unbearable sorrow inside ever since. I had prayed year in year out, God, if he never thinks of me that would be my wish, because then I would know that he is happy in his life even if it means I never see him again. I had tried and tried to locate him, because his father had taken him out of the country using illegal and incomplete documents . I located him at the age of 11 in California (he also lived in New York) and his principal kindly read him a letter. I could only assure him that I never left him and always loved him, my precious baby. . He located me when he was 29 and told me what his life had been like with his father. He was broken inside and decided to leave for Sydney. He didnt contact me again as he felt he just couldnt take away the pain. Now he is in a place where he can know nothing but love. My heart bleeds for my precious little one and the sorrow that I could not give him my love and comfort him through the years. I could not even be there all I can do here my memorial. It cannot speak my heart.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 23:22:03 +0000
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