I lost 2 friends recently. I know some of yall may not care and maybe some do. Ive been a little emotional lately and never do I usually post on fb bc I only want yall to see the good. Heres the thing, I became very close with someone who I called brother. We have been friends for over 10 years. Hes come home with me on vacations Ive helped him with him boy problems and he has with mine. We have been through births and deaths together really everything. A couple weeks ago he faked his own death to get attention from this boy he was dating. It backfired bc I thought I lost someone I truly loved. Then when I found out it was a lie, I became upset, emotional, even angry. Now he refuses to talk to me bc I didnt play into his games. Thats ok David Lewis Turner, live your life. I just need time before I can wholeheartedly talk to him, bc I am hurt. Saturday, another friend of mine actually took his own life... No hoax. Jesse Perez was an awesome guy who Ive shared some great times with. I questioned his post when he said Goodbye Friends, much love bc after the crap I just dealt with David I didnt know if it was real. Then I really thought about it and Jesse never has said stuff like that before, so I panicked. He didnt answer his phone and I again went back to the idea he was just dealing with something and didnt want to be bothered. Later that evening I found out he had passed. I dont understand why yet, but I know so many people truly loved him. My heart aches for both of these men and their families. I lost 2 friends, both in different manners but they both still hurt. I thank God every day for everyone I still have and I know we need to tell our loved ones each day how much we truly do care. So I love you guys. All of you! Family, friends, acquaintances. You all are in my life for a reason and I choose my friends carefully. Have a wonderful day.
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 15:05:11 +0000