I love good friends, and the senses of trusted people. Even if it can sometimes be lead down hurtful paths in assuming wrong in placing trust with a degree of expectation. --------------- So-- I said I would begin releasing increments of the book-- for free-- on here-- because the intent to liberate cant be placed with a price tag-- However-- Id still like to publish, and have a book remain only as a token of appreciation--- As much of a passion this is--- its also a huge responsibility & can almost feel burdening too.. I admit.. Here it is--- Dynamics of An Illusion ---. Written by James Wendt 2014© Prologue. Between a friend tonight our conversation swirled around many topics-- some headed in argument--- tattered with an inability to understand each other from time to time--- through some of the bantering emerged a shadowy figure... The dynamic which is self. The very core of our unique being is painted as a canvas only that of spatial memory contained in the matter which manifests to create physical embodiment--- such as the lobe of our brain.. What truly makes us a symbiosis is the commonality shared in equal proportion---- in the form of what makes up emotions. It is known to be equal because even sympathy, and or empathy are qualities that are only held to the state & ability of an individual--- meaning you cannot be or understand that which is beyond your own capability to fall within the realm of your known boundaries & comprehension. Were all very fragile arent we---? We build ourselves mostly in poor self image, and then spend a majority of life portending that with the contrary--- Projecting false images of our own inner confidence or faith--- Beauty--- Love for self is the hardest path isnt it? Often we scan out to others seeking their opinion, and in that sometimes find the ugly reality which we can not anticipate-- Scorn & rejection. Some topple over--- some never get up--- They put their beliefs in the wrong avenue they decree, and never recovered.. Theyd live their lives out like broken records... always what could of or should of been... We all are guilty to some extent or degree in principle to let others simply steal our luck-- or sunshine... Or at least thats what we lead ourselves to believe is the truth, although we eventually discover that we in fact lead ourselves to believe a great deal of things by the virtue of our emotions held while in current state---- Emotions are not to be confused with intuition, but this is often the case anyways.... May explain later.. meanwhile. Some of us keep getting back up.. Together I too walk with fighters, guardians, guides, teachers, students, newborns & proprietors of the ancient spirit... Truly graced & blessed my journey has felt, and to that.. This is dedicated to you all... in that you with great hope understand once again... Who you are.. What you are... However that is for only you to decide & shape.. Fear not death, nor the end, and or falling.. We/you/I cannot die-- we were everything that was, is, and will be--- forever in state of moving in & out of form.. Thank you friends. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1. Glaring in what little do we often see for being the crux of our disappointments is hardly the idea for an adventure, but suffering has left its scars with purpose too at times.... Sadly factors remain hidden & confused in a perpetuating state that offers this equation to be held firmly en mass.. Input = Reaction = The input for the next reaction.. In other words its the Mandelbrot equation which is the state of our existence. You get what you give. Unless new sets of stimuli are intervening with the set, then a holistic pattern will only continually consume the paradigm of accepted thoughts & social (cues) behavioral norms that rest in the minds of the majorities. The individual & the whole alike suffer to no end--- as both become consumed into a cascading eruption of discordance created by axiomatic shifts in core beliefs... As above so below. continued---- TBD
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