I love how God works to show us He is always with us, that He hears our EVERY tear. Just now I was crying in the shower (thats my hiding place, my safety zone). You see I have been really struggling with guilt over Elis newest diagnosis and the challenges that come with it. I have been feeling like its my fault because just last week I was saying I was so thankful Eli didnt have any food allergy related issues because I couldnt handle that. So as irrational as this thought process is I feel like God is showing me that He decides what I can and cant handle. I know this is a stupid & irrational way of thinking, I know its the devil using my guilty nature to get a foothold on my heart. I know Eli had this disease long before we found out about it. Yet I cant shake it off. So I was crying to God about it in the shower & He sent me this song by Jamie Grace at the exact moment I needed it. Come to me when, youre weary and, Ill give you hope when youre hurting, Ill give you rest from your burdens....now Just like that He reminded me Hes a God of love & compassion for His children. Not a God of guilt and blame.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 14:26:47 +0000
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