I may not seem grateful lately because life has sucked so much out of me that at times I cant believe all I lived through but today before my God and before my family and facebook friends. I acknowledge that I have been blessed beyond measure. I vow to myself to not let this world take away my gift of childs play, laugh all day, joy for my salvation and faith in my God. I might of trusted people to strong because I always thought they were like me. I had to learn the hard way that most of the people on my path had themselves in mind all the time. Even giving had a string and conditions. I have never given to recieve. I have always given trying to meet a need. I see how this road of lack will make me now an even better giver. I needed to walk, talk, live in the world of neediness to really see things that can never be told or taught in a class room it is only caught in living in those shoes. Today I am stronger, better no longer bitter, wiser even the trials have produced greatness in me. I stand because my God sustains me and orders each and every one of my steps. I needed to go through some going throughs to be able to obtain a break through not only for me but for the kingdom i belong to. I am the child of the most high God and my every step has been ordained by God himself even before the world was formed. Just like me you to are in a divine designed driven life. I humble myself to the only true God and thank him for it all. I Thank him for each blessing, each giver, each seed that met my need, each season, each test and even each trial. As I get restored to where I rightfully belong and start living the sweetest best days of my life. I will never forget a second of this shift or all the gifts given to me through out my whole entire life. Gifts that i never understood where as valueable as the gifts desired. I will live my life out thanking God for it all. Feeling greatful!
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 23:57:12 +0000