I mentioned this clip during my dump at new members class. The whole dialogue about missing a touch so much we crash into each other just to feel something. Which also ties into my post last week from the movie monsters ball. It is what I am suffering from right now. The need to interact can result in negative attention seeking, in the absence of healthy interaction. We were created as social beings. The need can manifest as conflict. It can lead to fornication, at one point in my life it led to meth use. I just joined a mega church, I have been there 8 weeks, interactions almost non existent. What really anchored me to Victory Temple COGIC, back in 99, was the love they showed me. People engaged me in conversation, a lot of hugs (not seeking those) and my pastor gave me rides home from service. We would sit and discuss the word, I did most of the talking. It was a 3 year old ministry, just turning three. Only 6 original members left from the pastor who passed congregation. About 150 souls on board. I have normally been close to leadership. Not so since 09, I was able to dialogue with Madai, but but no agreement. I took over his bible study, packed his church out. Next was NCCC, just came and went to worship. Lots of greetings and friendly welcomes, no fellowship. Mostly my fault, I was aloof due to financial constraints. E Free, I took over bible study. Lots of love in the foyer, again I was aloof same reason. Plan to attend group launch to try connecting at Hope, I need fellowship desperately. Pray with and for me, I am stumbling. My devotions are strained lately by circumstances which makes it difficult.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 23:17:33 +0000
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