I miss my mama tonight. It was 13 years ago this month that she went home to be with Jesus. And the days are fewer & farther between where the ache of missing her overwhelms me. But tonight I just miss her. I miss picking up the phone to tell her all about my day. I wish she could have seen that I finally listened to her & did something about my health. I find myself thinking that its not fair that I cant share my amazing daughter with her, because she would ADORE this amazing creature I have been blessed to raise. But then that still, small voice reminds me that I AM sharing my other beautiful daughter with her. And that everything is in His time ... and even though the ache in my heart is still real, He has made a beautiful masterpiece of this whole journey. I cant imagine living this life without the hope that comes with knowing I am going to see them again. So I rest in that hope tonight, knowing He has ordered my steps. And every step of this journey has meaning & purpose. And that someday, there will be no more tears. Well see the final masterpiece & understand the entire journey.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 02:58:33 +0000
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